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My goal is to stop masturbating but simultaneously increase my sex drive so I can be horny all the time.

I want to get boners at inappropriate times socially.

I want to watch porn and feel a strong boner.

As I’ve aged the last 3 years, my testosterone levels have been reduced significantly as proved by my lab blood work from the doctor.

I remember once when I was young back in the 1990s, I ejaculated in my pants in the gym while doing pushups and staring at another woman’s ass.

I want that horny feeling which I don’t get anymore.

Now porn no longer makes me get a boner.

I want change that as my new years’s resolution.

I want wet dreams too.

My doctor is going to prescribe me testosterone replacement therapy creams starting on Jan 2 after blood work.

I want to stare at adult women’s breasts, bottom and feet and get a huge raging boner.

Back in 1990 in my thirties I fell asleep in my hotels lobby area in New York City. I was having a wet dream while sleeping and I had a raging boner visible in my pants.

I woke up and a blonde milf hotel employee was smiling at me. I smiled back and wish she would have blown me right there.

I don’t like teenage girls. I like milfs.

Well at least I’m not a pedohile like iwog.

A sexual pervert? Yes!

Pedophile? Nope!